I'm Not Like You... So What? Big Deal.

I've been rejected by people because I don't do things many others do. I won't have sex, unless I really LOVE that person. I prefer to be married when it happens. I don't drink because I hate the taste of alcohol and how it makes me feel. I listen to instrumental music, and not many people listen to that. I value education and intelligence, and most people today don't. I also don't sugarcoat things, and I don't like it when people sugarcoat things either. It makes me want to punch you in the face. I tend to be wary around people, and distrustful, and sadly that adds to my rejections. I hate people who think that they are special, and that's a big no-no for divas and the like, so that equals instant rejection for me.

And with men.

I'm not particularly flirty. I feel fake and desperate if I try to flirt. I prefer being myself. I also am not giggly or bubbly, which seems to be the only thing men are attracted to. Even the shy, humble ones.

What's that? I'm sorry, I didn't hear you. REJECTION!

It's irritating, but what can you do. I also get rejected because I'm not a blond babe with long eyelashes and only weigh 97 lbs.

Look, I try to talk to everyone. Each person is different. I don't like to reject people, because, who knows? Maybe that person can bring something good into your life.

So when I get rejected, I usually brush it off, but it makes me think at times.. what's wrong with me? Am I not worthy?
duClo duClo
18-21, T
3 Responses Sep 7, 2012

I tell myself that God was sleepy when he made me because my head is f*cked. I am afraid of rejection because I've been alone my entire life, and now I'm starting to feel lonely...

Take things easy, I have similar problem, am always lucky but my lucks when materialised later hand me some challenges thereby making me feel unimportant,i think life most often is not very fair with me

I know exactly how you feel, people who think theyre special are stupid, today everyone wants to have sex just because youve got a boyfriend, this kind of things make me mad, and feel alone cause my friends dont see it that way, but if I tell them I dont like it, I will be left alone.

That is the price to pay to be different than the crowd. Just because everybody's doing it, doesn't mean it's right.

So true.