I Have Been Reunited With My First Love
I have recently been reunited with my first love ! We have not seen each other in 35 years. Have not been a couple in 40! We broke up because we were young and foolish. We were passionately in love then. Stupid reasons for break-up. Just young and dumb we say. Anyway, i moved away for school and he went on to get the 'rebound' girl pregnant and did the 'right thing' and married her. They are now separated and I am widowed. Apparently I was never far from his mind. He named his daughter after me. He has even told his wife he will always love me. I have always held him in my heart. When I moved back to our hometown I was divorcing my first husband. I found out he was still married,assumed he was happy, and respected that. So I didn't seek him out then. He was thinking about me everyday and driving through my old neighborhood hoping to see me one day!
Three months ago I saw his brother as a mutual friend on Facebook! My second husband died by suicide in 2008 so time and things you hold dear had become even more precious to me. I connected with his brother and found out he has been separated for over a year. He and I met and it was like 40 years had never happened. Except we realized how much time we have wasted. We have been together almost every day/night since then. I am so in love with him! I truly love the man he has become and the young man I still 'see' in him. One glitch is he has not divorced yet. When she found out he was seeing ME....quote.."her worst nightmare"...she has decided she does not want to sign or settle for divorce BUT she's still out of the house. SO.. I/we are so very happy together but the 'cloud' hangs over us. I would be lying if I said I was not a little scared about it. Although I KNOW he loves me. I want it ALL! Especially after all these years of being with the wrong people! It's just so incredible to look in his eyes and know
we are together after all these years! Thanks for allowing me to share my story and if you have any suggestions on how I should play this, other than simply enjoy every moment we are together, please share them with me~
Blessings to all, "D"
Three months ago I saw his brother as a mutual friend on Facebook! My second husband died by suicide in 2008 so time and things you hold dear had become even more precious to me. I connected with his brother and found out he has been separated for over a year. He and I met and it was like 40 years had never happened. Except we realized how much time we have wasted. We have been together almost every day/night since then. I am so in love with him! I truly love the man he has become and the young man I still 'see' in him. One glitch is he has not divorced yet. When she found out he was seeing ME....quote.."her worst nightmare"...she has decided she does not want to sign or settle for divorce BUT she's still out of the house. SO.. I/we are so very happy together but the 'cloud' hangs over us. I would be lying if I said I was not a little scared about it. Although I KNOW he loves me. I want it ALL! Especially after all these years of being with the wrong people! It's just so incredible to look in his eyes and know
we are together after all these years! Thanks for allowing me to share my story and if you have any suggestions on how I should play this, other than simply enjoy every moment we are together, please share them with me~
Blessings to all, "D"
By:
dale3952
Age:
56-60
