The Unexpected

I was 4 years old. Most of my relatives had lived close by. My mother was at work when my cousin who as about 10 years older came (my grandmother was in her garden). He led me into one of the rooms where guest mostly would stay and that's where my horror began. After this was done I just felt nasty because my body felt violated. This also happened again when I was 7 years by another male cousin who is also a lot older than me. I have tried to kill myself many times and still do. Can anyone help me cope.
annisa annisa
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 8, 2012

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