Invisable Girl

It all started back when girls who to afraid to ask guys out. this started when i was 13 i had no friends, no boyfriend, i was to shy to make friends, to shy to ask a guy out.i was invisable literaly i would try to answer a question in class but the teacher never chose me once NEVER! and for anttendence she wouldent call my name.....im going off track well anyways my mom had just remarried this perfect guy he was nice  to me, bought me everything i ever wanted, he would take me out to moves,resturants his name was joesph i called him joe and so did everyone else, well my mom left for work at 6:00 am and get back at 12:00 am one day, joe and my mom (jane) had a fight while i was  getting ready for bed i could hear them screaming. and a door slammed. and mine opend i looked up joe had come in when i was changing i asked him to go away plz but he just moved to my bed and watched me i thought that that was weird so i quikly put on my clothes he kept staring at me so finally i ask whats wrong? he says i look really hot i say um.... thank you ?he gets closer toward me and i start to look around wondering whats going on(never had a bf, i dont know what sex was when i was that age) he gets closer till i can feel his breath and just as im about to say something he slams me against the wall hard and kisses me i try to

get free but he smashes me on the  bed. he puts his hand up my pj top and i try to break free but he is on top off me.

he takes off my top and  rubs my developing bo*bs  and starts to kiss them im screaming now and crying my eyes out he then rapes me and starts

to beat me up this goes on for 20 mins and im badly brused and my nose is bleeding he puts me in my bed and turns off my light walks out the door

and i can here the lock click.....this goes on till im 18! by then i have a bf and my mom had died 1 year before she never knew joe did those things.

but anyways  while where hanging out. joe walks in pulls me by my hair pushes me up the stairs grabs my bf and shoves him out the door im starting to cry he unzips his pants and makes me sucks his c*** i try to break free but agan no use he then grabs me and shoves me threw a glass doori have cuts all over my hands and arms from the glass. he picks me up and tosses me on the bed and once again he rapes me it seems like hours my voice hurts from crying and theres spots of blood on my bed from the cuts. he walks away and leaves me in my tears. i fall asleep crying well one day i got a call from my aunt sayng my cousin whos a boy named jake was coming over for half the year to get a job. i thought i was finally saved. well when i met him for the first time he was so nice and sweet we spent the day talking about our lives (i dident mention the abuse because i was so scared joe would kill us both) thats when jake wanted to see my room i thought that was weird but agreed when he enterd my room he pushed me on the bed and raped me by now i thopught i was gonna die i punched him but he slaped me i was crying and screaming when joe saw what was happing he walked over to jake gave him a high five then walked away saying he would be back later for me when jake was done he beat me up my mouth

was bloody i had a big bruse on my leg. and he walked away. then joe came in and raped me by then i was numb from jake and i was tired off fighting

that i knew there was no use. once he was done he left and i cleaned myself up

and cryed in my room for an hour when i heard music i went downstairs and saw a group of guys 3 where the the same age has joe the other 2 where my age the saw me and dragged me downstairs and each took a turn rapping me they where all stoned and drunk i tried pleading and begging ii cryedand screamed it was no use they all beat me up and when they thought i was gonna die they drove on and threw my in a bush thinking no one would see me i blacked out when i awoke some guy was standing over me saying it was alright he put me in his var and took me to

the nearest hospital i stayed there for seemed like weeks when i got out i told the guy what had happend and me getting raped since i was 13 he

encouraged me to call the p[olice on them i did and i did a trail against him and his buddies including jake they went to jail for a long time

oh and they guy that saved me his name was Tyler we ended up marrying and im pregnant right now with my second child.

jamigirlbabe jamigirlbabe
18-21, F
6 Responses Feb 14, 2010

Strong girl most of the girl try to end up there life but ...Be happ

wow. that's crazy.....well atleast your happy now!!!!! :D

gurl im sorry for wat happen but im glad u decided to move on and have a family. im proud of u. Is ur first baba a boy or girl? well i was molested. well i think that i was cause during the year my mind convince me that he was just trying to be nice. thats wat i remeber but i never got raped cause he never got the chance. ever since that day i dont get near him. back then i use to be with my mom 24/7 but now that im married im always with my husband. i have two girls one is 3yrs and the other one is 8 months. im over protective with my daughters. my husband is like the kind of guys that wont do that to the gurls but u never know. i told him that he molested my daughters i was going to kill him or chop his **** off and make him suffer before it goes further. aka rapein. i could become a psyco ***** once it gets to my daughters. sorry for wat u went tru but i know how it feels to be hopeless. im here for u my myspace and facebook is veronica_aidamil14@yahoo.com and my yahoo is veronica_aidamil@yahoo.com.

gurl im sorry for wat happen but im glad u decided to move on and have a family. im proud of u. Is ur first baba a boy or girl? well i was molested. well i think that i was cause during the year my mind convince me that he was just trying to be nice. thats wat i remeber but i never got raped cause he never got the chance. ever since that day i dont get near him. back then i use to be with my mom 24/7 but now that im married im always with my husband. i have two girls one is 3yrs and the other one is 8 months. im over protective with my daughters. my husband is like the kind of guys that wont do that to the gurls but u never know. i told him that he molested my daughters i was going to kill him or chop his **** off and make him suffer before it goes further. aka rapein. i could become a psyco ***** once it gets to my daughters. sorry for wat u went tru but i know how it feels to be hopeless. im here for u my myspace and facebook is veronica_aidamil14@yahoo.com and my yahoo is veronica_aidamil@yahoo.com.

:D ty, and yes it is true many people wont admit to being abused, and in the end they end up hurting themselfs

I feel so badly 4 what happened 2 U ;-< ((( HUG ))) U should B damn proud of ur self 4 having the courage 2 go through the, ( sometimes daunting ), legal system, & prosecute your abusers. I am glad that ur story had a positive outcome. ( So many don't ) Perhaps, U might consider facilitating/co-facilitating a survivor's group 2 day? I wish U all the best, Jami!