So New And Exhilarating!Ok, I can't remember exactly how many of you guys in my circle I've talked to about my sexuality, but recently I've been doing some experimenting, and I've been thinking about other girls more and more. I'm really sorry if that offends anyone, but I just can't stop thinking about it!
Some of you might know that I've been at camp this week, and I met somebody special :) her name's Katie, and she's from Massachusetts. We got to talking while we were doing a hiking activity together one day, and she asked If she could tell me something. I told her sure, so she started talking about how she'd been with this girl and she was confused about what she wanted. We kept on talking and eventually got off the subject. When we got back to the dorm we're staying in (she's my roommate lol) I had to tell her about what I'd been feeling about my sexuality. If anybody here goes to UConn., then you know there are a few lakes on campus, and a few that are a little way off of campus.
We talked for so long about it! And eventually I was sure that she was interested, so I was ready for whatever she wanted to do. Anyway, we took a walk around campus :) We got to one of the lakes, I forget its name, but it's towards the edge of campus (It might actually be off campus technically) so it's not in the middle of a bunch of people ;P
We sat by the lake for a while, because I think we were both kind of awkwardly waiting for the other to see what we were going to do! Anyway, she looked around, and she starts to take her shirt and shorts off, and so I asked what she was doing and she said "Nobody's around, let's go swimming!" I started to take my shirt off and I was like "ok, sounds fun" I was just going to go swimming in my bra and boyshorts, but as I go towards the water she comes over and pulls my panties down! I was like "What are you doing!?" And she said that we should go skinny dipping, it would be fun. I thought about it, but then agreed ;P So anyway I get my bra off and she gets out of her underwear, so we jump in and the water is FREEZING! Idk how many of you have been to connecticut, but the water hasn't quite warmed up this time of year lol.
I've only been skinny dipping one other time, so it's still not a really familiar experience. But it was dark, so I was feeling pretty confident about privacy. She swam up to me and started to get a little bit intimate :) She brushed my wet hair away from my face, and followed through down my neck and shoulder to my side and pulled me in a little bit. I moved closer and touched my nose to her cheek and gave her a light kiss on her neck. I don't really want to go into details about it here, because I wanna make sure she's okay with my sharing the rest of the story before I tell a bunch of people. But if you want to know more I guess you could message me about it.
Wow I kind of rambled on lol, so that's it for now! -Gabby