I Have Not Been Tested

Although this group is titled "i have been tested for hiv", i haven't been tested. actually, im terrified to be tested, the outcome is so frightening to me. in april, i had unprotected sex with a friend of mine who is pretty promiscuous. i was just too niave to think it couldnt happen to me. it was the first time that i had sex with a man other than my boyfriend, and being used to the comfort of a monogomous relationship, i did not think hiv or stds happend. well, i was wrong. i just hope that i find the courage and strength to come to face iwth this test soon and accept whatever consequences may come my way.