Well, my husband started abusing prescription drugs last year, and now my life's pretty much in ruins. We had to quit my job in January due to a chronic illness, we filed for bankruptcy a couple of months ago, and I have sold nearly all of my jewelry to pay bills. My husband has spent thousands of dollars over the past few months- choosing his addiction over those who love him the most. I have a 2 year old daughter, and I thank God that she's too young to really understand what's going on, but I don't know how much longer I can do this. He went to an inpatient program last week, but he hasn't followed up with the outpatient treatment, so I am thinking he is using again. He has started becoming sneaky again, and I think he has been lying to me again. The thing is, once you lie to someone a few times, they will never believe what you say after that. I give him the benefit of the doubt because he's my husband, and I love him with all of my heart, but I cannot live this life much longer. If he chooses to continue this destructive life, then I will be forced to leave him. I have been trying to find a job for almost 2 months now, and I'm really praying something turns up. I have to be able to support myself and my daughter in the event that he can no longer do it. Thanks to all for listening to my story.