Ive been to h ell and back
and with gods help i keep on getting back up
for another round , some days i think about what ive been
threw in my life and i wonder how i keep getting back
up it never defeats me only knocks me down for a
short while and god pulls me back up for round10 .
but even after all ive gone threw in my life surviving 20 years
of abuse iam writting a book on it the chain the cycle of abuse
thats passed on from mother to daughter from
father to son and on and on iam learning to heal and help
those going threw what ive been threw helping them
learn what god has tough me i feel when u learn and
know better you do better but the first step is
learning why u pick abusvie men or women . its what u
have been tought by ur parents ,girls ask me why do
i pick a bad boy someone that will hit me? i say its what ur mothers
tought u by her example by living with ur father if
he hits her u will have a 50% chace of marring abuser.
in my book i tell the h ell i went thew u can heal and
u can live a happy life iam a example ive been married alsmot 4
years and ive broken the cycle and theres hope . life is
a lession we dont get to redo our lives its here and now so every thing
u learn show and teach others even if its teaching ur daughters
iam teaching my daugher all the things ive learned.