Making the Crazy Crazier

this would actually fit into many experiences but i guess this is the best.....i got really drunk one night after being on a serious path of destruction for awhile......i blacked out and wound up in a walmart parking lot.......the cops were called.....i am still completely out of it and apparently i "resisted arrest".....i got the crap beat out of me by sheriffs and maced......i woke up in jail not knowing what had happened, where my friend was, where my glasses were and what was going on......i got charged with public intox, having drug paraphernalia, and minor in consumption/possession......(coincidently no resisting arrest charge.......)....and at the request of my father i was sent to a mental hospital which i don't know why i didn't have to consent to that i was 18......but anyway.......it was a joke.....they gave me meds and occupied my time.......i was in in patient for 3 day then out patient for like 2 weeks......i mean the group sessions were the only thing that helped.....staff was a joke......i cut myself while on outpatient and the shrink said it was to manipulate them into staying longer.....even though i told them about the fight i had had with my grandmother who doesn't and will never understand me; and didn't know how to deal with my unstable situation......after that i had to get a release from my "doctor" and get some resources for outside help.......a week later i finally got it.....talk about a runaround.....ever since then i have grown to despise......psychologists......
dragel dragel
22-25, M
Apr 3, 2007