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I actually Just got home from my first stay at a "mental" hospital yesterday. I was there because I'm very depressed, and I got really angry and lashed out. I called the cops, and my mom took me to the hospital. It took forever to actually get there, and I stayed at the one hospital for literally hours before they brought an ambulance to take me to the actual place. I stayed there for 3 days with  about 7 other kids around my age. I wound up blowing up at the staff. The staff was both racist and sexist, and they decided to act sexist towards me. I got angry and wound up frightening the girls in my room. I woke up and they were talking about me to a nurse how they were afraid. They also played favorites, and let another have more privileges then then she should have had. it actually was pretty traumatizing, and I'm going to have more issues to sort through than I did before I was there.
BlackIsTheColor BlackIsTheColor
18-21, F
2 Responses May 30, 2007

I'm going to have more issues to sort through than I did before I was there. - I no exactly how that feels!

I was once on a psych ward for observation & I think the staff purposely did stupid things just to see how you react.