The Struggle With Anger.

I am 15 Years old, First time I was in a mental hospital was pretty bad, I was 12 and I was there for constantly fighting for no appearent reason. First time I was there..I got into a few fights with some kids, I ended up pretty bad after them. My third day there I got jumped by about four kids, I was sent to a regular hospital after that.


My second time in a hospital was the same hospital as the first, Because I threatened to shoot up my school.  I was diagnosed with Impulsivity disorders and Explosive...something disorder. I was also diagonosed with depression and bipolar disorder. During that time in the hospital I decided I needed to turn my life around. I tried my best when I finally got out I was a  happy child, but not as happy as I used to be. I continued to fight and argue for stupid things. So I got sent back to the hospital.


This time wasn't nearly as bad, I had no problem getting along with kids other than this one kid and he tried to sneak into my room at night and strangle me, I ended up beating the crap out of him and now have three years of probation.


I'm still struggling with Anger and I want to find a way to stop it. It's interfering with my normal life as a child. We shouldn't have to go through this. It's not right. I constantly get made fun of. I constantly fight still. I just want to turn my life around but other people aren't helping me. I've been expelled from three schools. And I've had numerous Therapists turn me down saying they didn't have enough of a theraputic setting for me.. >>;; Anyway. That's my story. Good luck to all of you out there.

KeepYaHeadUp KeepYaHeadUp
Feb 15, 2009