But I Wasn't Violent Enough, That They Knew.

I lied a lot to get out of being there, even though I Still desperately need to be treated.

I need to go.  I don't know why I lied to get out....
THowell THowell
18-21, T
4 Responses Aug 20, 2007

I'm sorry to hear about that. When I was hospitalized, I could sense how someone might feel manipulated. They wanted me, in one place, to say I had forgotten they had told me I couldn't keep going to the Coke machine on the grounds, but in reality I remembered, just didn't want to obey them. Hope you're doing better these days.

Then your family will take you again one day.

No, you don't understand. I wasn't admitted. My family took me there and I lied about how I was, so they didn't take me. They would take me for sure if they knew how I am.

I was just like you. I just couldnt wait to get out. But last month I went again and just didnt worry about getting out. I used my time there wisely. Plus Im a mother of 4 two of them are 1yr old twin boys and it was like a vacation. 3 meals aday that I didnt have to cook I could sleep when ever I needed to. Kinda wants me wanna go back stay a lil longer this time. Next time give it a chance maybe you should know that its not forever. Take care and take it one day at a time