It Was A Dream

I always had a passion to see the world, ever since I was a kid. My dream came true by visiting all seven continents, with the last one being Antarctica. That was 5 years ago. I still look at the pictures of me with penguins and cannot believe it's real. It was literally like a dream. I don't have the passion to travel anymore, sadly. I suffer from major depression and have entered the dark period. Don't have insurance so I suffer in silence. Cannot afford any meds and just trying to get through each day. I miss my passion for travel and hope it comes back because those were the days that I felt most alive. I don't have anyone to travel with so I am used to traveling alone, but don't even have the desire to do that anymore. I still feel lucky to have been to all seven continents...ppl would ask me which was my favorite and I really couldn't answer, because they all offer something unique and special. I wish I could feel now how I felt then. Maybe someday.
lonely2death lonely2death
36-40, F
1 Response Dec 13, 2012

There is still so much of the world for you to see. I really hope you get the courage to see more of it someday!