Everyone Has At Least One Hard Time In Life.

I am not afarid to say I've been through therapy and at a young age also. I was 15 when they decieded to have me on an anti-depresent. I am doing much better now than then. I was suciacidal at 9 years old. I just looked around and thought would anyone ever miss me if I were gone. I asked my mom is there a term for when someone kills themselves and she looked puzzled and told me. She told me but never really said anything more about it. Anyway, I started getting back from all the sadness and stuff. However then my parents fell terminally ill and I took care of them at home on Hospice care. I felt like I should cause not only were they my parents, but there was an alot of terriable fights at my home. So I felt for all the things I said and did I could somehow make it up to them. When my mother died I started cutting again. Then when my dad died I signed myself into the mental hospital. After being out for 7 monthes I met the man who now is my husband through a girl I met in the hospital!!! She never told me about him, she called me one morning and asked if I wanted to hang out with her and her friends. I said sure and that's how it happened. Anyhow I'm getting off track. I have been to group, individual, and inpatient. I have heard others go through alot more than I have but not everyone can do everything on thier own.
Tara277 Tara277
31-35, F
May 16, 2012