I've Always Had Them.
I'm currently a 32F. I developed very early. I had C cups by 6th grade. It was traumatic. Suddenly, the other girls in school called me a **** (I was only 11!). Boys that had previously ignored me quickly began showing interest. Girls stared at me in the locker room. I refused to participate in swimming in gym class. I went to great lengths to hide them beneath over-sized T-shirts until I was 20.
By the time I was 12, I looked 17. This got me into all kinds of trouble. All the boyfriends I had were much older. I gained weight at 16 and became a 34DDDD. They were friggin' massive. My back hurt all the time and it attracted lots of unwanted attention. I lost the weight at 18, but my boobs stayed. I looked very, uh, disproportionate.
I went vegan at 23 and became the size I am now. I've learned to accept my body. My boobs shrunk, but it's clear they're not going away. Now I'm a 32F and sometimes a 32 DDD, but I'm petite (5' 2 1/2", 125 lbs). My boobs are there to stay and there's nothing I can do about it, so I may as well love 'em. Now, I wear what I want. I don't care what people think. As a bartender, they definitely make me money. Strangely, many women feel perfectly comfortable asking me if my boobs are real, which I find insulting. Why the hell would anyone pay for this!? I only wish I could wear strapless dresses, halter tops, tube tops, or go braless.
I hate that people make assumptions about ladies with big boobs. I'm constantly being sexualized because of my build. Even worse is when people assume I'm stupid. I'm a college graduate with an IQ of 135, so being talked down to is especially demeaning. Shopping is never fun, either. Some clothes make me look pregnant; others make me look like a **** star. Bra shopping is impossible, too--for some reason, my size is hard to come by. It's as if bramakers assume that big cup size equals big band size. I'm not big around, and I'm not fat--I just have big boobs, dammit. I recently bought a new bikini and it was downright comical--the bottoms are a size 4, but the top is a size 14 (!) and it's still too small.
I just went to a nude beach for the first time while on Maui. Even the nudists stared at me! Oh well, I'm used to it by now. I just wish I could leave my boobs at home sometimes.
Wow, that was quite the boob rant...