Every Days A Struggle

I'm 16 years old and have been athletic my whole life. After queuing sports I gained a little weight. My friend started eating healthy and I did it with her, but then I got crazy. I count my calories and carbs every day and never eat more then 700 calories. I constantly think I need to improve and I know I'm going crazy. I have such low self esteem and no matter how much I work out or how little I eat I can't help but beat my self up. I've lost 20 pounds but even being 5'8 and 122 I still cry every night. Nothing seems to help.
Alexaboutwell Alexaboutwell
18-21
Dec 5, 2012