Not Much Amazes Me But....

my moods. a couple of hours ago I was ready to die. I mean I thought about drowning myself, throwing myself out the window, hanging myself, paying someone to kill me, and as a last resort overdose just because I've tried it before to no avail. Now I am pretty happy...well I'm not to sure about that word anymore or if it even exists. I guess you could say I am currently in a state of mental stability..at least for now. It could change in an hour, but for now I will relish in the fact that I feel good. I'm even feeling hope for the future..thinking of going to veteranarian assistant school because I get along with animals better than humans. I've never wanted to have children..well that is not entirely true. I've always wanted to give birth to a litter of kittens. awww