Just Learning About Bpd

I have recently found that I suffer from BPD. I have felt this way all my life and have just now been able to put a name to it. Its effected all my personal relationships in my life but most harshly ones with girlfriends. It cause such an intense fear of abandonment that it's hard for me to make any commitments and constantly push away from tue ones I truly love. I would love to hear any advice from people who have had successful results with treatment and what types of treatment worked the best. I feel doomed to always loose the ones I love and am angry with myself for sabotaging my relationships out of fear.

Thanks for any time spent on this!
tryingryan tryingryan
26-30
May 14, 2012