Can Someone Help Me??I don't know actually... hence the reason I didn't join the group... But only recently I heard about BPD while taking personality disorder tests online out of curiosity. I took a few and every time I was told I have a high risk of BPD... I thought at first I just maybe had depression but now I think its something else.
All my life I have had paranoia about people doing things behind my back even though I know they are totally irrational, I have been suffering from depression for about 3 years now, suffer from extremely low self esteem, and I self mutilate a lot for about 2.5 years.
My parents think that all people like this are nutters so I can't talk to them about any of this and I really want to know whats wrong with me.
I just want some answers. I am tired of feeling from depressed to numb to bored to tired all the time and I would be most grateful if someone can give their opinion. Thanks!