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I Have Borderline Personality Disorder

This May Make You Happy

By: decept
Written on November 22nd, 2012
I have been in dark places ,I have felt glory ,I have been no where at all.All these places I will go again.That is guaranteed but i hope I never gain the seed of hatred or greed.


Never 100% if it can or not.I had this real clear thought for a second.I wanted to write this down.I wrote this down on facebook ,someone commented and asked why would you make stuff like this so open if it is personal ..I suppose I am suppose to hind my feelings ..maybe?
Just think it is true though.I do hate complete endless ramble on there about how their boyfriend is such an a hole or something but i decided to share on here instead maybe a wider range of people could read this.

xxxo
By: decept
Age: 22-25 , Female
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    TedBundyKurtCobain
    TedBundyKurtCobain

    you are special :)

    Dec 13, 2012
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    LackofabetterName
    LackofabetterName

    I've read a few things about Borderline Personality Disorder - i can't still grasp the idea of it. I haven't seen people yet who have that trait.

    Facebook is the same as dealing people outside in the social norms. It's not open and we're suppose to pretend everything is okay.

    Dec 10, 2012
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      decept
      decept

      Yeah.We are suppose to pretend I think.It's real hard at times.No one truly cares and that's okay.

      I have had a hard time explaining bpd to people .It is just a person who has a hard time dealing with emotions.Learning life skills is basically what I do in therapy.

      Dec 10, 2012
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      decept
      decept

      And Thank You! For reading this and rating it.

      Dec 10, 2012
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      LackofabetterName
      LackofabetterName

      "It is just a person who has a hard time dealing with emotions."

      but it isn't that a bit too simple, i've talk to someone before about bpd but it seems that Narcissism was a part of it in that specific situation.

      Dec 10, 2012
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      LackofabetterName
      LackofabetterName

      your welcome! i didn't know you can see who rated you nowadays.

      Dec 10, 2012
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      decept
      decept

      bpd is very confusing hahah ..

      Dec 10, 2012
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    SunshineEddy
    SunshineEddy

    That's why I loathe Facebook and all it's "social-networking" BS. EP all the way, if you want people to actually care about your emotional state. FB is the high school of the Internet. All popularity games and trolls.
    *shaka*

    Dec 10, 2012
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    Tara277
    Tara277

    I don't see what is wrong with sharing feelings. I am glad you did. I liked it and I agree with you. I hope to see the rest of the poem. :)

    Dec 9, 2012
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    decept
    decept

    Guys my mother in law and I finished this by a poem we both wrote back and forth to one another .I will have to post it later on.

    Nov 25, 2012
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    justmeonline
    justmeonline

    I don't use facebook, as I've said, but I do hope this site is of comfort to you my friend.

    Nov 23, 2012
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