Am I Evil?

I would like to know if anybody has this experience. I wonder if non BPD people can pick up on this disorder?
Somedays, I can pass total strangers or ask an everday question when shopping to find that the look on the persons face is one of sheer horror/terror. Its like THEY KNOW or think I'm some crazy lunatic. All I can do then is to hide away feeling very very hurt & the self loathing is overwhelming. Im not a bad person, why do they do this?
An Ep User An EP User
Jan 21, 2013