Total Strangers

Has anyone had odd experiences with total strangers? Do they know I have BPD?
Why is it that some recoil in horror when I havent said a word? Have they any idea what it feels like to be viewed like that? The heartsinking self loathing? The running away and wanting to die, am I so abhorrent?
And then my safe haven. My fellow BPD sufferer and my instant best friend and soulmate. My rescuer. How did I know?
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Jan 21, 2013