Hardly Perfect.

I made someone very upset today, because she noticed that I wasn't in control of my darkside.

I don't have any clue if she wants to ever talk to me again, and I'm actually pretty mad at myself for it.

I'm contemplating terminating my EP account and starting a new one, just for the sake of "cleansing" my EP page, but really, the damage has already been done, I may have lost a friend, and it's because I decided to be a fool, and she found out what I was doing.

I have no one to blame but myself, and I'm not looking for sympathy. I don't deserve it anyway.

I have a problem I need to get back in control.
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2 Responses Dec 3, 2012

We are all human and we all make mistakes. if we were perfect then we wouldn't be human we would be our God or Goddess. Give your friend some time and maybe at some point you will at least be able to talk with one another again. But only time will tell that one.

You really screwed up. But you already know that...
I don't really know you, but as I read this I know that you are not a bad person. Far from.
So I think, maybe you are able to fix it.
Oh yes, it might not be as it was before. And maybe you can't even explain why you did whatever you did... But you can tell the person how much they mean to you. Hey, you have realized you've made a mistake, which is a huge step. Now there's baby steps left. Sadly those are the hardest ones to take :)