My Fiance Is Going To Prison For 4 Years, I Have To Drop Him Off 1,000 Miles Away On November 6th.
I am so anzious and sad, i felt like we were finally getting to a good place in out lives and in our relationship then the past had to come back to haunt us.. our 1 year old son is gonna be hard to deal with on my own. I am very upset 4 years seems like a really long time, and on top of it all he asked me to marry him before he goes and i said i would rather wait until we have time to plan a real wedding since neither one of us has ever been married before. But 4 years is a really long time, our son will be in preschool i will be 31 years old and i just feel like i dont know what i am gonna do when he is not around. I am sad, frustrated and scared all at the same time. and i feel bad for him being so far away i wont be able to visit him often.. i am very worried about what is gonna happen to me and everything i cant seem to think about anything else, i hope things get better and eaier with time but as it is now i am thinking how could anything possibly be ok.. i dont know anymore