LADIES IAM REALLY IN MY FEELINGS TODAY I MISS MY BOO MORE AND MORE EACH DAY I TRIED TO KEEP IT TOGETHA CUZ I DONT WANT HIM TO SEE ME HURTIN BUT THIS IS KILLIN ME I LUV HIM TO PIECES BUT THIS IS TAKIN A TOLE ON ME I DONT WANNA LEAVE HIS SIDE BUT IAM BEGINNING TO GET REAL LONELY
Mzmodest Mzmodest
26-30, F
4 Responses Dec 8, 2013

Well my man and I have known each other since kids, we grew close over the past few years and he's been in jail before, when he got released last time we started spending more ttime together and grew closer, he said to me if he's going To do anything right in his life it would be to make me his and to make me fall in love with him, I said it would never happen then a few week later I realised I loved him, I didn't want to but I couldn't help it,a year or so went by everything was great we moved in together he had sorted his life out, one night he went out with his mates, he never came home.....I Sat up worrying about him all night, then later the next day I got a call they had been drinking and ended up fighting, he had hit 2 coppers, I was devastated, everything was perfect before...., anyway they kept him in until Monday for the court, he got remanded for 2 months, his Solicitor told me it's looking good n he should be back home with me soon, after hearing that I built my hopes up, the trail date came n I was sat in the court room, he looked over with his teary eyes and I could see how worried and sorry he was, then boom judge sentenced him to 2 years, I cried n cried there was Nothing either of us could do to change it all, he's not even nearby either, I have a full time job so when he calls I can't always answer it, I can't quit work because I have a house to pay for, he writes to me though but even reading them upsets me, I try and visit as much as I can but I've got everything building up on top of me, I have bad days I have good days more bad then good but I've got to keep strong, because he's not, he cries down the phone to me n I've got to try n cheer him up again, this is the reason I didn't want to fall in love with him, but he somehow made me love him n to be honest I wouldn't change it for the world, he won't be out until next November but, we've got each other that's all we need our heart's will keep us strong even if there are days when it's makes me fall down n cry, I keep pulling myself up, it's all I can do, everyone can get through anything as long as they try x

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Thanks luv I needed to hear that

its hard, its going to be until he comes home, but you cant change any of this no matter how much you want to. its just what life throws at you n nothing will come between your love, i'm really lonely without my man but i just keep thinking about the feeling i'm gunna get when he gets released. hes never that far away hes there with you every second in your heart and as long as you've got that you will get through this, keep smiling x

Man! I have 2 months and you all are making me cry