Lots of Nervous Energy - Bm Next Week
I'm 30 yrs old and divorced with no children.
Diagnosed DCIS ER+ PR+ Sept 4th
Diagnosed BRCA2 Positive Oct 8th
I have been waiting 4 months and it's finally here. BUT now i'm nervous... I can't concentrate (i'm currently at work not working) can't sleep and when I do i'm dreaming and waking up alot, etc. I'm also not productive and I have a million things i need to get done before my BM next week.
BTW- Serious live in boyfriend of 2 years broke up with me right after diagnosis. Now he claims he wants to marry me? UGH!!!! He's a marine and deploys to iraq in april.
ALSO- B/c of my BRCA I'm trying to decide when to have ovaries out and if I'm going to risk having children or not.
Lots of stuff. But I feel so thankful that I do not have to undergo chemo or radiation. I can't imagine going through that too. I have so much respect for you ladies that have done that.