Im Loosing The Control I Once Had

so i used to just not eat anything, but the i started eating somethings, and then just thtowing them up.. but now im eating alot of things and throwing up alot too. i hate throwing up but i feel so fat. so i do it any ways. i feel like im loosing to cotrol i once had by not eating anything and i dont know how to gain that back. i dont like puking but im ok with it sometimes. i just wish i knew how to stop eating again!!! if you think you can help, please feel free to message me :P
sunnysmith sunnysmith
18-21, F
2 Responses May 22, 2012

i dont either and im freaking out. i dont want to puke all the time, it hurts my throat :'P but i want to be super skinny :'P

Did I write this because I feel the same way!! I was doing so good about not eating and only purging when I did eat now but now I'm constantly eating and throwing up everything!!! I can't stop eating then purging I feel huge I don't know what to do