I Want To Live But Don T Know How

I am 26  i have been suffering with bulimia for 7 years i don t understand why i am the way i am as i have everything to live for especially my 7 year old son , but i know i am killing myself , the pains in my chest get worse everytime i do it and nothing can stop me , i don't even makemyself sick anymore it just comes up , am i so far into the illness that nothing can save me nw ?
nicola222 nicola222
Jul 17, 2010