Binging

... And tonight I had the worst eating spree ever. I ate four pork chops, a can of kidney beans, a pint of jello, two pints of custard, a pack of cheese, a whole bag of frozen peas, a pack of cold cuts and almost a liter of peppermint ice cream, as well as a bottle of coke and a box of cookies. Not all together of course; i vomited three times in the sink and went right back. I had chunks of vomit in my throat and hair as I went on binging. It's been a while since I've eaten until it hurts to breathe, but tonight I just couldn't help it. This day has been so crappy. But now that I'm done all I can think of is those medieval women who starved themselves for attention/jesus, and fat people-bashing.
MargaretMcCormick MargaretMcCormick
26-30, F
3 Responses Jul 18, 2010

That's exactly the sort of thing I do and I can never seem to remember just how bad I feel afterwards, the next day I just do it again. It's uncontrollable and I feel totaly alone

thts how it starts with me a bad day thts all it teks ive spent entire days eating mekin miself sick coz im beyond full but then i just do it again for the entire day ur not alone luv

thts how it starts with me a bad day thts all it teks ive spent entire days eating mekin miself sick coz im beyond full but then i just do it again for the entire day ur not alone luv