Taken Over

hi my name is AJ, im a 22 yr old mother to 3. i had my first baby at 15 and my youngest last year. i went from a zero to an 11, then down to a 7 but nothing smaller. i was okay with that though until a few months ago. i am going through a divorce and living with my ex and his parents. i believe depression led me to start binging and purging. i was 134 in feb. and now in july im 115. im happy that i am losing the weight after all the failed attempts to diet and exercise. i even was taking diet pills and cleansers. the cleansers helped with 4lbs. thats it. only 3 people know of my disorder. inside im screaming for help but at the same time i like the results im seeing. im stuck. i dont want to live this way anymore. i feel like everyone can see through my lies, strangers, family, friends.
AjB88 AjB88
22-25, F
1 Response Jul 24, 2010

You are just confused. Of course no ED is healthy. What I suggest you to do is to figure out what exactly you want now, to lose weight? to seek for help? or what else ..<br />
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However, you're not alone.<br />
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Hugs,<br />