A Bit About Me :d

First off Hi!

I was googling searching for something - not quite sure.  I tend to type in bulimia and see what pops up!


I've been bulimic for almost 5 years, it was completely out of control (well it still is but to a lesser extent) up until a month or so ago. 

I feel like I've managed to get some power over it but for some reason am not quite ready to let go - though I really really feel like I want too.

I am just out of a 2 year relationship, my boyfriend wasn't aware of the extent of my illness, I had told him but totally down played it like it wasn't as big a deal as it was.  My mood swings relating to the disorder pushed him away.

In the end I confessed everything hoping he'd understand and give us another go - he understood and offererd support but was genuinely hurt that I had lied to him for the 2 years.

I tired to explain that I hoped it would go away before he ever had to know etc....he now says "You lied to me about everything for 2 years"

It's harsh and Ive had a hard time battling this as he is someone I truly cared about.

Um, not sure what else to say for now

xxx