I Need Help!!!!!!!!!

My name is Danielle and I am 22 I have had bulimia since I was 16 it started off as no big deal so i thought .....It was only here and there ,but within time it got worst I was doing it every time i took a sip of water and I would do it so much that i had cuts on my hands from it .I was so scared that i was goin to put on weight......so within 7 months i had lost 125 lbs and hated myself more because i thought I should have lost more ....and I had a 2 year old son and I couldn't fight then but I'm ready to fight now ....I am so lost in myself ....and I'm sick of being sick  .......and I don't know what to do or were to start....... so if any one can help PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Danni422 Danni422
4 Responses Jul 25, 2011

Hi Danielle, how are you doing so far? Please read my 2nd story "Love, femininity and beauty, that is the question".<br />
Regards Amanda

Hi Danielle. I can tell you that it does not take a strong person to overcome this disease. I was the most weak person you could think off, but I did it not do it out of my own strength, but by the help from God. He says that when you are weak, you are strong and that He will lift you up on eagles wings and give you new strength. I have found my identity in Him and that made me strong enough to overcome this and has set me free.<br />
As far as the voise in your head is concerned, I know that so well. The devil takes all our joy away, by telling us lies about ourself, that you are not good enough or that you are not beautiful enough. And the feeling "guilty" part, is his way of making you ashamed of yourself and causing you to fall in the pit of despair and hopelesness. I want to tell you that God has set you free and He loves you just as you are, no matter what you have done. He wants to help you and restore your identity in yourself and show you that you are the most beautifull person ever!! He is in awe of you!!

Thank you alot it helps to know that there is hope and wow 10 years thats great .I know that takes a real stronge person to over come something so powering.I did stop for about 2 weeks and I felt so much better but when I eat get that little voice in my head that says that you know what going to happen so I end up feeling so guilty and I just don't know why!!!

My dear, I know how you are fealing and what you are going through! I have been there and I would love to help you. Please read my story on " you can win bulimia, I did 10 years ago".<br />
I want to tell you that you are not alone and I want to give you hope.<br />
Know that you are beautiful just the way you are and that you are fearfully and wonderfully made!<br />
You can fight and win this battle. It does not come over time, but know that if I could do it (with the help of God) then so can you!<br />
I would love to hear from you