My 13 Year Battle With This Horrific Disease
My name is Veronica. I am 33 yrs old & ive been forcing myself to throw up for 13 years. I look like an average size. Maybe perhaps 15 lbs overweight in my eyes. At first I started vomitting only after big meals and now I vomit after almost all meals. I hate myself after every time I pay a visit to the toilet but its easy to forget after I do it. Last time I went for a physical I've got a clean bill of health. it's weird I know. But now in my head I know it's just a matter of time before something can seriously go wrong. I am the mother of an 11 year old girl. The way I hide my vomiting well I've got it down to a science. I think that someday it will just disappear on its own. Who am I fooling? I'm too proud to go and get help. I look healthy and I make myself believe that I am. but I know 1 day its gonna catch up to me. I'm so lost I don't know what to. Who am I if I cant throw up. My body wouldn't be able to handle that. I know I need to beat this but can I do it alone? What I need to know is if anyone has ever beat this on their own. Please tell me because I really need to know.