Just Now.

I'm 16, and very overweight.
I made myself throw up today.
It, weirdly enough, felt good.
I loved it.
Truthfully, I felt like I had control for the FIRST time.
suicideangel12 suicideangel12
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 5, 2011

Well, brushing your teeth is the worst thing you can do after throwing up. The stomach acids are on the enamel of the teeth already and brushing those acids on your teeth does not make the situation better. Too bad you started this suicideangel, and too bad that JAYoGwAy is making it look like it's the answer to losing weight.<br />
Soon the feeling like you are in control changes to losing control and the addiction to binging and purging takes over, and you are hooked. You are loving it right now, but keep this up for months, years, and you will hate it. I've been bulimic for many, many years and the only way I lost the weight that I wanted to was by quitting bulimia and going on a daily meal plan. I am FINALLY now at the perfect weight, The weight that I was in highschool. <br />
Yes, good luck. I enjoyed it too a long time ago. Then it changes to a monster.