i have been in treatment before but... bulimia is difficult. i love food, i hate myself. why is this the easy way out. if anyone has any good healthy way to loose weight im begging you to help me. i almost killed myself from bulimia before and i dont want to go down that road again. i have been bulimic for almost 2 years now & my heart is giving out and i dont want to do this to myself but i feel like there is not other way. im 5'6 and 125 pounds im 15 years old i want to weigh 115. this is literally eating me alive and ive completely lost myself. help?