Healing Is Possible

Hi. I am 20 years old, female, and ive had bulimia since I was 9. I have spent half my life struggling with the pain and shame of an eating disorder, but slowly I am becoming healthier and I binge/purge less and less often, at this point I have only done it once in the last 8 months. For me that seems like an eternity! I also managed to avoid purging throughout my entire pregnancy. Losing the baby weight has been hard for me, since being overweight usually triggers my bulimia. I want to offer hope for others who are suffering, because if I can get better, anyone can. The pain and suffering is slowly being replaced by healthier choices. I want to live a long healthy life, but i realized that the bulimia can kill me. My life isn't worth it.
ledzeppmama13 ledzeppmama13
18-21, F
1 Response May 24, 2012

Very well put. Congrats on your recovery! Do you know if you are having a boy or a girl?