Started When I Was 15

I was bullied for years in school and I wasn't fat just a bit chubby. I decided that being sick was the only way I could loose weight without my family knowing and also exercising tons! I lost 2stone and the bullying stopped! I thought I would be happier, I wasn't! I didn't want to be bulimic I'm 25 now and still have bulimia and have fears about what it's doing to my health. I can stop sometimes but then it just comes back with a vengeance! I hate having such a sore throath, it's awful what I'm doing I just wish I could flick a switch and be normal! :(
Cantstopmyself Cantstopmyself
22-25, F
Sep 19, 2012