Embarrassed&confused

hello i recently decided to try and stop this disorder on my own. I have always been healthy and a work out freak. I have had good self control and in light of the recent events in my life, i lost control. I am not sure how i got here and i want out. I am truly disgusted with what i am doing and i am trying to take steps in the right direction
wantoutnow01 wantoutnow01
22-25
1 Response Nov 27, 2012

Almost everyone who has shared their experience about what has helped the most suggests to speak with a therapist. That same amount of people also firmly believe that it is very difficult (and almost nearly impossible) to recover on your own. Which is something I am beginning to believe considering how many times I've tried to stop myself. I don't know how long you've been going through this but I understand the hell your trapped in. I've been there for almost 5 years now. Please, PLEASE don't give up. Go to the website something-fishy.org and click on the 'in memory' section. It will rip you apart and wake you up. Take care and know that you are not alone.