I'm So Sorry

Sometimes, I really do want to stop and I do for a while. But I always come back to it. And it's better than cutting right? I don't know...I'm just...I'm so done. I give up on recovering. No one can force me to get help, and even if they do, they can't stop me from doing what I'm doing. And I'm so tired. I am so damn tired. I've purged almost everything I've eaten today and took 4 laxatives earlier as well to get the rest out. I'm so damn tired and I'm freezing but I have to be skinny, but I'm not and I need to be. And I know this won't make me skinny, so please no lectures. I just need you guys to listen. Please.
monkeybutt1993 monkeybutt1993
18-21, F
1 Response Dec 7, 2012

Your not alone <3 I go through the exact same things.