I Need Help

As a kid, I ate whatever I wanted and didn't care about the fat content and calories but now they run my life. I wont eat anything unhealthy and if I do I end up overeating it and then throwing up. I've been bulimic about a year now and I absolutely hate it. Im 16 years old, 5'2'' and 95 pounds. No one but 2 people know my problem and I refruse to get professional help which I know is wrong but im not going through that. Im afraid I'll overeat again. Never thouht I'd do anything like this but I feel fat, I know im not deep down inside but I really feel that way. I would like to stop but no one knows how. any advice?? I hope I said enough
Lizzy9933 Lizzy9933
18-21, F
Dec 10, 2012