I Have Bulimia
It's about 8:30 am and my friends are all sleeping. Last night we had a big Christmas party with a lot of the girls from my cheer leading squad. It was basically a cookie exchange ... My weakness. There was pizza pop and cookies galore. We all just came back from our game so it would be crazy to say I didn't want anything and there were NO healthy alternatives. So I ate. And ate and ate, just like everyone else at the party. But here I am laying on the couch feeling the most food guilt I have in a long time. I know that throwing up heavy food is hard and especially hard when it's the night after. I don't know what to do! I feel like something needs to be done and a gym session is NOT going to do the trick. I have looked up syrup of ipecac and it would seem to solve my problem (I'd only use it once!!) but I can't find it anywhere. What do you guys think? Please comment