I'm So Tired of This.
My friends all think I'm recovered from bulimia and anorexia. I had for about 10 months and now am more than twice the weight I was. I'm now secretly returning to my old habits of bingeing and purging and fasting--I don't feel like I've got a choice. Even though they were all glad for me, I never felt worse than I had when I was 'recovering' and am so ashamed I've failed in this that I daren't tell them.