Here We Are Again.....This feels like such familiar territory, yet still so far away. I am 42 & on my 2nd cancer diagnosis as of tonight....it feels surreal to say this. I don't want to do this again, this time I am so alone and I feel tired this time. It is pathetic, that I don't even have anyone to talk to tonight, so I sit among strangers. I don't want to burden my loved ones, and strangers just don't care......please no sympathy, not looking for any kind words, or even support. My experience is, those that say they love you leave when the chips are down. Let's just call this venting....and needing to say the words out loud. Peace.
deleted 26-30 6 Responses 7 Nov 13, 2012