I have Cervical cancer , and this is my second bout with it
I am having a hystromectony hoping to have it all removed
what is worse , is that while I suffer through this , I though I had someone who cared for me , he has been a friend for over a year ,
but I guess not a true frind , 6 months ago we agreed to have more but still keep it as friends ,
two months ago I suddenly realized I had feelings for him and just in the past while may love him,
I told him how I was feeling and have not talked to him since??
I did ask why and what was so wrong with me??
still nothing but a email , and he made me think it was all my fault and I started it all
not I hurt even more because I need his support through all this
my only wish is that he chances and takes the chance with me as he will never regret it if he does
thanks for letting me spill me feelings out