Pain

i often inscribe the word pain into my skin. it makes the emotional pain go away for a little bit. it's nice that i can be more worried about my dad finding it than being shoved into the hell of a life i have again. i found it feels more meaningful when i write it in ancient Nordic runes. i can't help my cutting, i'm addicted and i really don't want to stop anyways so why should i? it doesn't matter to any one but myself. it doesn't hurt anyone else, does it? as long as no one finds out, right? i'm not asking for help, i'm just telling you my story. thanks for listening BTW! stay strong, you're beautiful! <3 <3 <3
theblessingofinsanity theblessingofinsanity
18-21, T
Dec 16, 2012