Cauda Equina

I am 33 yrs old with 2 sons aged 11 and 6,I have also got a husband of 15 yrs . I have recently been diagonosed with cauda equina after ssuffering a disc rupture. I have had major spinal surgery.I have been left with no bladder or bowel control or sensation or sexual feeling.I. Am feeling so down and alone please somepne out there who has any idea or experience to how I am feeling I feel like taking my life
lizhungate lizhungate
31-35
May 25, 2012