Living and Dying With Chronic Pancreatitis
I have pancreatitis, diabetis, splenic vein thrombosis, GI varisis and all the gooodies that come with a failing pancrease. I try to avoid the doctor but realisticly you can't. This week I'm going for tests for tumor hunting. Those of you with last stage pancreatitis know what I am talking about. I want to live, but can't wait to die. There is know way out of this. You can't make plans because you don't know if your body is up to it. I am 48 yrs old. My uncle died of this as my cousin did at the age of 48. When your this sick you tend to isolate because you don't know what is going to happen next. They are not going to operate on me anymore. I choose quality not hospitarity.
Thank you for reading this.