Maybe I'm Just Retarded.I don't know.
Maybe it's the thought of being with the wrong person that freaks me out. Maybe I'm heartless and unworthy of love. Maybe I can't open up to someone. Maybe I fear being rejected after I express my love. Maybe I'm a wuss. Maybe I'm a *****. Maybe I'm still a little girl not ready to be with a man. Maybe I can't stand the expectations. Maybe I read things the wrong way. Maybe I can't accept they love me for me and not my looks. Maybe I try too hard and lose passion. Maybe I try too little and lose interest?
OR MAYBE I'm just plain retarded.