So today a friend of mine got married. I'm happy for her and I know it's what she wants but, I found out that I am definately terrified of marriage. So she had a very intimate ceremony with just close friends and a commisioner, and I was one of her witnesses. So I was sitting next to her when they were exchanging rings, and as she was saying her vows and crying with happiness, I start having trouble breathing because all I can think of is, wow she's practically signing her life away, as if it were a death sentence. I don't know why I feel this way but I do.