I Have Several Boyfriends, And Am Married
I have had a long term affair, with someone I work with for over 5 years. I also have many other boyfriends. I am unhappily married, for 24 years. This year will be our silver 25th anniversary, and I should be excited. I'd rather shoot myself, than think about that. My other boyfriends are real friends, with benefits. We are all best friends, and have been for years, but still have sexual relationships as well. I could not stay married, if I lost all of my friends. That means both female and male friend, however I am not saying I am a lesbian. I have thought about, trying out that lifestyle, too tell you the truth. But men, have always done it for me, both emotionally and sexually. By friends, I am talking at least 6--8 regular male friends, and then I have my girls, who are girly girls just like me. I do not know if this is normal, but I have never had a one night stand. The least time I have known my latest boyfriend, was 2 years. O.k. is this o.k, as long as I keep these matters, to myself and in check. I have a good job, live in a upper-class neighborhood, and have three beautiful kids. One question, am I crazy?? Or are there more women, like myself out there?